12:55am New wake up time

I dont know why the LORD gets me up right before 1am now. Jesus?

Jordan is doing better. She is really doing well, actually. there are areas for growth yet, but she is doing well. She continues to battle headaches. I have a constant (almost) pain in my head on the right side. It must go. What to do? LORD, I need wisdom.

I am thinking about seeing Phillip Fields for myself. I need to be free of this clutter.

I dont get it at all. I pray and repent and confess and whatever else I can, and still the battle continues.