I told Jonathan that I would sell back my interest to him. He said that they said that they are going to dissolve the company. TRF is over.
These exit talks are opportunity to have things go awry.
Teri Usiak mentioned something about giving ti all to him, so I am trying to operate from that with discernment. Laura thinks that true colors will show, especially with Shalaine. We shall see.
I dont know all what God was doing over the last year. I see us running out of cash and having taken another spin around the block.
I am mad with the LORD. It is tiring to keep doing this. And, I have more questions than answers.
I am going to get a job. Dont know where or what it looks like. Certinaly, I dont want to go looking. I hope that the LORD will make this one easy for me. I really dont care any more.
I dont want to grow cynical. I find myself liking people and the world less and less. I do not like anything that the world represents. I am not sure that that makes me very useful in the Kingdom.
I need encouragement and purpose.
I hold onto the dreams that God gave me that spoke to promotion. Fear was one emotion. Quitting on the first day was the desire.
I will get rid of this offense and praise Him because He is.
But, it might take a day or so first.