Things at Genesis Contractor Solutions have been about as rough as it gets.
At first, it was the CEO, Jeff Posey. He and I didnt get along at all. Well, that broke, and now, we are really working together well. But, right as that happened, things with my two sales reps fell apart. One repented, and the other quit.
There is a nasty spirit that gossips, back bites and does all kinds of other things to stir up strife. I break its power! Jesus rules over GCS.
I need new sales folks.
But, what I realize is that it all comes down to humility. Jeff and I spoke for quite a while Friday evening. Kimberly Croll’s dream was right on. This is about humiity and gratitude.
Well, I remain thankful. Mostly, I dont have to wait tables. That scares the crap out of me.
But, I am trying to get the humility thing down. It’s hard. I need grace. Man, do I need grace.
What I have learned is that it is not ever about what’s wrong with the other person. Just focus on what God is doing in you, and it will work out ok. Say you are sorry quickly. Go out of your way to love people. Overwhelm them with kindness.
It’s hard sometimes. In this company, its nearly impossible.
God is grooming me.
Tracy Fox and I have something going on. He texted me a great word yesterday. Today, I felt the LORD say that He and I will be walking together, maybe for the duration of our lives. Something is there. I love it. It’s around Nehemiah Ventures. I sure do hope that we are close.
Laura and I are looking for a new place to live. I just dont know whether we are supposed to move, but I am in the game with her. Maybe, God is showing her something because I dont get anything on this one.
Big things are about to happen. This I know.
Oh, I do see the LORD answering prayers quickly now. Something new is breaking on that.
Jack and Jordan are doing well. I get to go see Jordan in two weeks. I see Jack over Easter.
I miss my kids and pray for them daily. They will fulfill their destinies.
Bless the LORD.
And, I got some encouragement yesterday. I lady at church was all excited to see us. I prayed for her daughter, and she never picked up the crutches again. Ha. Maybe the oil is starting to flow again. I am going to go after it much more aggressively.
I felt that the LORD really spoke “boldness” over me these last two days. God, give me ALL BOLDNESS! And, back my words with Your outstretched hand to do signs and miracles.
Bless the LORD.
I have started to just sit with Him in the am. I just want to love Him. I love His presence.
Yes, bless the LORD.