Missy is out.
I scared her off – overwhelmed is the word.
I kept hearing the name “Cherie” when praying over her and this situation. “cherie” means “darling”. She is His darling. So, God has been talking to me.
He wants me to SLOW DOWN. Even Martin’s word from PA says it. God is NOT in a hurry.
Secondly, I have heard on a couple occasions now to use fewer words! I will.
Proverbs 10:19. Proverbs 29:20. Proverbs 17:28
REST God wants me to rest and just be with Him.
But, how I communicate Him outwardly is changing. It’s fine to tell the stories.
Be concise.
This slow down and fewer words thing is important. it is time to just be with Him. I did learn that He can bring exactly the chick I am attracted to or desirous of.
I also learned that my identity was wrapped in my history of God but in the manner of what I did for Him rather than who I am in Christ. Whoops.
I have been labeled a failure by so many people. Even Jack, hiking this week, told me how I got it all wrong in every realm. And, he loves me. Lots of curses. So, when Missy showed up, I looked at my circumstances, and I listened to the lies. I was by no means acceptable. She would never accept me. so, I played the one card where there has been success – God. And, I nuked her with it.
But, I am acceptable – just as I am. Not what I have, where i live, where i work and certainly not what I have done for God.
I am a son, and that is enough.
Fewer words.