Well, if I have the eyes to see, this could be a big week. Last night, Jack mustered up the courage to confront me on all that was bothering his heart. I have totally missed it with him. There is just way too much God. Angie told me that I was religious. I think that she might be right. She said too much church for Laura. Same thing as Jack. Wow! I need to enter their worlds. They are not where I am. I need to not try to make them into me. Oh God, I am sorry.
Here’s the events:
1) I am looking for a part-time job cause we are running out of money.
2) We are running out of money.
3) Jordan has sozo/deliverance Weds.
4) I have sozo this week.
5) School starts the following week.
6) God has been speaking to me about little changes here and there. It’s like fine tuning or adjustments. Jack is a good example. Today, we will rent Beavis and Butthead. Oh c’mon.
7) 5-5-5 and 11 have continued to be my numbers that the LORD keeps showing me.
8) He said that the job would just come through Lauren Leeber. I still keep looking and mostly out there, but I am believing that He will simply bring it, and I have had no closure with Matt Knapp.
9) CO is a couple weeks behind. God’s timing is always perfect. If it were going to be perfect, this would be the week.
10) Jordan’s health seems to be doing much, much better. And, we have decided to simply be done with the devil. No more.
11) Jordan is now a very different person. In all ways.
12) God has been showing Himself and His Presence to me in a new and deeper way. I am getting the “more” that I have cried out for.
So, I just think that there is something going to happen. We shall see.
Bless the LORD.