Overwhelmed

The word yesterday – completely OVERWHELMED!

I started a three-day fast and broke it last night. Now, I told God that I would honor my vows, and I do not want to take that lightly. Laura says to check my heart on fasting. Oh great, more ambiguity.

It’s 6:11am. God has been speaking “11” over me for years now. It stated with 311 and then moved to just 11 when I got back to GA. Transition. Now, it seems that He has been speaking that to a lot of folks in the body.

God is delivering me of control. God is delivering Jordan of manipulation. What I am finding is that I repent easily once I get revelation. Others fight it hard. Grace is a big deal. Thanks LORD for giving me a heart of repentance.

I bind Jezebel, fear and rejection. Strongman, you are inoperable.

1 John 1:9

9If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

The fire is hot. I declare freedom. This is going away, bless God. He is doing it. And, its hot!

“Soon” was the word from Ben Goss. I just keep holding onto that word, and I hold onto my dreams.

Communist dictator is how the kids, or Jordan actually, labels me. Not sure what to think on that one. She isnt getting her way?

Who wants that leading them? God, is that true?

I really do not know how to not let the world influence my kids and still let them feel my love or uncontrolling nature without the dictator stuff. God, give me wisdom.