So, I am committing my ways to the LORD.
I cannot change Laura. She currently doesnt want to get into the deep water. I believe her to be acting rebellious to God’s will and pray against that. Maybe, I am wrong. But, it is God’s issue – not mine. Same with Jordan. They will come into the waters over their heads. I declare it!
There was a 20-year old female student that gave her testimony last night. Actually, she spoke about how Jesus was giving her crazy encounters. I was envious for Jordan. Well I ran into her after the session and asked her to pray for Jordan with me standing in the gap.
She obliged and was reduced to tears. She was in travailing prayer for Jordan and told me that something broke in the spirit. She felt it.
God has been ministering to me a lot. In every way, it would seem.
What to do about CO? I think waiting on Him is best. All I know to do is keep looking out there and helping Rob.
I pray encounters with everyone in my family and the LORD. May He invade our lives in every way.
I will also find some men to get with periodically. I need fellowship.
I need to focus on getting me healthy and keeping me that way. If Laura wants the shallow end of the pool, that is up to her. But, I know God is going to get her good. I need to learn to decree and declare and prophesy. There comes a point where the devil can wear you down. I think lots of folks at the conference have reached that place. And, death can easily ensare the words of your mouth when worn down.
Well, I repent and renounce the death words from my lips.
I decree and declare life:
- for my marriage
- for my daughter
- for Jack
- for our family
Breakthrough is here.
May the glory of the LORD be magnified.
God. You are my fortress. I run to You. Thank You, Father.
You war for me!
Open my eyes.
Open my ears.
Put Your word in my mouth.
May Your Holy Fire consume me.
Alight me O LORD
Set Your flame to me
Burn me with Your love
For You are a consuming fire