I think that one of the best words I got recently is that there is too much clutter in my life. I spend a lot of time chasing devils. Jack told me last night that he didnt think I needed to fight so much with the enemy.
Maybe, the scheme of the devil is to get me to give him all of this attention and not focus on the LORD.
Annette told me to trust God. If you trust the LORD, you can just keep moving forward and not give heed to the devil. Her word came on the heels of me not hearing or seeing very well.
God was opening my ears and eyes again. Trust God.
No more clutter, LORD.
I woke up at midnight on the nose last night. I came down to pray but could hardly stay awake. Eventually, I woke up.
At 5:30, the LORD woke me up. I was too tired to get up, so I laid in bed and hugged on Laura until 6:10 or so.
Is it possible that it is not the LORD waking me up at midnight and 1:30am? I guess so. But, I have the presence of God on me in those hours. I dont see the devil asking me to get up in the middle of the night to pray and be with the LORD. That wouldnt make sense. I am exhausted at times from the sleep disruption. But, I often think of Jesus rebuking Peter and the boys for not staying awake to watch and pray. Whoa, I dont want that.
LORD, is it You getting me up? I am going to keep going as if it were. Let me know if not.