Still struggling

NP didnt happen. I meet with Bob Hempen and had a nice enough chat. he said that they dont hire folks with as much marriage difficulty as we have.

Laura and I got in a fight about the proceeds from the house. I want to pay off everything and start anew with no debt. She just doesnt want what I want. I told her that she will take 41k – I am taking $7,700. It was itneresting to see the vindictive, wicked spirit show itself. She is owned byt he devil, it would appear. There is no love in her heart for me. But, there is potential, and with God, all things are possible.

I shall keep praying for us, even though we spiral to our death on a daily basis.