I am depressed spiritually. I keep wanting to be close to God, to feel His presence again. Nada. I want to walk in the anointing and power again. Nada. On a 21 day fast. Broke it twice in first week. Nada. Feeling like giving up and just going to work. The pursuit of the kingdom is showing no results. Feels like years now.
No He doesn’t owe me anything. But He does fulfill His word. There is much in the Bible and prophetically that has been spoken. I’m just trying to pursue that and getting frustrated that years later, I’m making no progress – at least to my eyes.