Change is needed

It would be easy to say that life was getting markedly improved out in CO. We had things rocking along, and now, we have our current situation. I know that the LORD will provide. But, we are living bare-bones minimium. And, He wants more.

I got back to His words on not being afraid. I think back to what David Wagoner said. “I will begin to prosper you. I will bring you the leads.”

I might be stuck. I do not think that I am working diligently enough. I look at my meetings, and the day is packed with many rah rah meetings. Some are quite productive, but a lot are not going to get me closer to work.

Those should go. Os Hillman’s devotional today is about time management. I think that I waste too much time in my hunt for what God wants me to do right now. Maybe, I dont. Maybe, I need to meet with men to help point me in that direction.

I know that the LORD’s timing is perfect. I know that a season spent with the kids has been fruitful in rebuilding our relationship. Perhaps, the LORD is prompting me to just get up and get going. I dont know. I am trying to explore things with Bill Stark, but he isnt moving fast enough. Here I was going to get going on my own. Maybe, I just need to get that going and worry about Bill later.

God, I need grace. I need mercy. Please, help me!

What do I do?

Where do I do it?