Changing and Surrender

I dreamed that I was in a shower. I put an ashtray and a garbage can behind me. they were under me in front.

I am getting cleaned. Putting bad habits and the worldly stuff behind me. It’s in the past. I am consecrating myself.

We have Jen’s dad here. It has been a disaster. He is a complete mess and now resides in an apartment not far from here. And, we are on the lease. We are talkign to him about sending him back to florida. He is deceived and being scammed by some lady there. It’s too bad.

My dad is trying to figure out life now that mom has gone. We will help him sell his home and move on.

For me, I have quit drinking completely. No more. I gave up cigars a while back. I like breathing.

I am getting up with the LORD most every day – again. I hope to hear His voice once again. I want communion with Him more than anything.

As far as ministry, work and everything else. I am just giving it all to Him. He is the LORD. He has my life. Whatever happens, happens.