Yesterday was hard. I woke up with my spirit all a mess. I felt the great conviction, I believe, on how I am treating unemployment. I have been just doing enough to make things legal, but I dont think that it is pleasing to God.
I really dont know what to do yet. I asked Laura, Fred Ransom and Geoff Gish about how I was handling the filing, and all said that I was doing it right. However, I dont agree. From the world’s perspective, I might just be fine, but I feel that there is something in this that isnt from the world.
I dont know if God wants us to just cut the cord and operate in faith or if He is prodding me a bit to turn up the heat because benefits are about to run out. I really dont know.
But, my heart and spirit are a mess in this area. I pray mercy and grace. I need both.
Laura told me that Austin has continued to come up for her in funny ways. This is good cause TX keeps coming up for me. I dont want to be presumptuous, but it would certainly seems that Austin is on the LORD’s heart for us.