So, the LORD tells me to do something. But, I dont know what.
I ask Him.
I had that dream in 2015 about two doctors pulling something out of my throat. Then, I had a dream this year of being instantly healed of three things, with the third being unknown. I have had this thing in my throat that occasionally wakes me up at night, coughing.
Today, I watched Kris Valloton preaching about being healed of our fears. He starts talking about making things bigger than God. Cancer was specifically named. I thought, dang, I am doing that. He said that we will avoid going to the doc only to make matters worse because we dont want the news. But, God says we were healed, etc. Why put the circumstance over God? Anything bigger than god is an idol.
Yikes. That’s me!
So, I made an appointment with the doc today to check out my throat. I told them that I dipped for 20 years but had quit 15 years ago.
We shall see. God has already healed me, if there is anything. He has given me dreams about being healed. What do I have to fear? God is bigger than anything. I guess I didnt believe, but I do now because He is the one talking about it all. Kris convicted me, and I believe that this was that “do something” that the LORD showed me yesterday.
I put out a prayer request to the posse. They are praying. Teri Usiak came back after she prayed. She asked God if I had throat cancer. He said no.
I believe and receive the word of the prophet. And, I am repenting of idolatry and agreeing with fear. The devil sucks, but I am done with that mess. Even if I were to get sick, God would deliver me no matter what. Either way, I win.
Bless the LORD. Praise Jesus!