For whatever reason, February has turned out to be a hard month for me since I came to Christ. I imagine that if I read all of my journals over the years, something would be going on in February.
Jordan’s suicidal stuff came to a head last February.
But, March is a breakthrough month. And, it leads into April, which is my spiritual birthday.
So, good things await. God is doing it.
This Feb had some refining being done. A little pride has left the building. I had expectations that went unmet, and I got offended. Yesterday, I had a pity party all day. I was mad at God, Laura, Jordan, Bridgeway and anyone else who is in my life (except Jonathan).
But, I spoke with Laura last night and apologized. She is turning into quite the rock.
There is plenty of growth for us both, but she is really blossoming into an awesome woman of God.