I am going to look for a full-time gig here in ATL. I dont really want to live here any more than the others. Laura and Jordan especially want to go to CO.
But, I think that God wants us at Bethel. That is the last clear direction that He gave. I dont trust Laura’s judgment hardly at all. She is just in her flesh so often. It is hard to be discerning on what is God and what is her. This holds true for people who are not sold out on doing the LORD’s will. So, I will keep looking out in CO for the family’s sake and because we are unified there. And, I will look here because I think that that is what God wants from us.
I really dont know which way is up. LORD, give me wisdom.
Jordan saw the doc yesterday. 140+ on the SED rate. Still infectious. Still no clue. Favorable on improvement. Doc thought that she looked much better.
God’s will be done. For this entire family, God’s will be done.
I will love Laura as hard as I can. She is NOT Gomer.
The Bethel school of ministry app goes out today along with the Sozo apps for Laura and I.
God keeps showing me that grace covers us. John means grace. John needs grace – and a job.