After last week’s disaster, yesterday proved quite the opposite. Bless God.
I went to church with Laura and the kids and then brought Jordan back to my parents. We hung out for a bit, and I did some work cleaning up my bedroom. We finally got all the stuff moved from upstairs into my new room down in the basement. Yup, another dung eon. Eons in the dung. I praise God for such a nice cell. Joseph never had it so good.
Anyway, Jordan got to sleep for a while. I know that she was exhausted from chorus and all that has been going on in her life. She slept for quite a while. We had dinner together and talked. It was great.
I have made a covenant with Nate and Angie that I am not going to be truth guy for a while. I am going to be love guy. Relationship with Laura and Jordan is my focus.
It’s so hard when I can see the ugly spirits that they listen to. It’s so hard when I know that they path they are taking is lined with sin and death and evil.
But, my influence with them is waning. Laura doesnt listen to me. She will overrule me right in front of the kids. She and Jordan have given ground to enormous rebellion.
And, I am to love. I am to let God have those things and focus on love. Love it is. I shall love them, and my kindness shall lead to repentance. Or shall I say that the Lord’s kindness through me shall lead to repentance.
I need abundant grace for this work. Give me wisdom, LORD.
In Christ!