Grace Center was good. I actually felt the presence of God strongly in the second service. Nice. Going back, perhaps.
Moving in with jack tomorrow. Maybe till he leaves on the 12th. Gotta find a job.
So, Holy Spirit, whats on Your heart for me?
Thank You for Grace Center. You know that they are teaching on Apostles, and I was there this day for a reason.
How do I connect with them? Do I go serve coffee?
That was the only displayed need, but I find it ironic on the teaching and work of the apostle and that their job is to not serve food. Will You have that guy reach out to me?
I am tryng to figure out what work means. Do I go sell Kia cars? Do You have a special meeting or contact for me? I see that this week has been all about trsuting You, hearing You and not being afraid. Am I progressing?
I would lvoe that house in Franklin. Will I ever own one? Do You want me to go live with someone right now? What about work? What does that look like?
How can I hear You more clearly? Thank You, Father for providing. I know You want me to take one step at a time. I keep hearing that. I am trying.
What is the one next step to take? I will apply to Kia, if You want me to. That ministry in Franklin is interesting. I wonder if it pays enough.
Will You show me angels like Elisha?
How do I get my mantle back? What do You think of the journey so far?
Have I actually jumped off of the cliff?
Will You increase my favor?
Will You bring me the job this week? Do You want me doing part time, hourly work or do I go looking just for full time? If so, where?
It seems no big deal for You to bring f/t.
Will YOu answer? Will You show me how much You love me?
And, can I have my power back? I am Yours. Save me.
I am Yours. Save me.
I am Yours. Save me.
I am Yours. Save me.
I am Yours. Save me.
What is the one next step, God?
How is Laura? How long will we be apart?
Will we live here or in CO?
Both?
What about Eleos? Is it going to happen?
If so, when?
LORD, I have lots of questions for You.
Why do I believe You wont or dont answer me?
What is in the way?
Waht about the book? Is that You? Help me, Jesus.
The LORD:
Child. You are My child and I love You dearly. I will let no harm come to You nor will I abandon you. Your calling is in tact. Do not fear but be patient and let things unfold. Seek Me above all else, and yo will hear the next step. The plan is in place, and it is unfolding as we speak. Enjoy the time because there will soon be more to do than you have time for. Learn to rest. Keep growing in trust. I wont let you down, and I wont let you let Me down – like that were possible. The job and the housing will also unfold in ordered steps. Dont force anything. Let the Wind direct you. Yes, you dont always know where It blows, but if you trust in My goodness towards you, you will not worry or be anxious. Jack will let you know. He loves you and needs you close right now. Take advantage of your time together like you did with Jordan. Keep seeking the jobs. The right one will come – at the right time. I can provide in an instant. Trust. Above all else, seek Me. I am your portion and your strength. I will not let you down. Talk to Jack. Get his heart on things. Dont be afraid.