It is amazingly hard right now. But God! Always But God!!!
Laura and I are not close. I dont know what to do. There is this negativity thing. I pray that she will go through with the sozo. I am going to do the same. There has to be some breakthrough in mindsets.
Looking for work is hard. It can be discouraging and takes all you have to stay up.
I am looking in CO, TX and here. I also want to talk with Steve Hale about the CBT. I know that I saw the LORD in that but didnt act on it outside of the plan. I hope that I am not in disobedience to it.
Speaking of which, I thought that I heard the LORD tell me to go inquire about the job at the UPS store. But, the unemployment benefits came through which means that I cannot work part time or lose out on the money. I probably need to just go up there anyway. I could work less than 30 hours.
Oh boy this is hard stuff.
Father. I call on You. You are my Mighty Fortress.