I got wrecked today. The LORD loves me.
At flatirons, Scott preached and preached, and nothing revelatory came out. But, towards the end, he started speaking to those whom believe God has forgotten them. He gave all kinds of examples.
I just started crying. He was continuing a discussion that began last night. I really felt like the LORD forgot me. He spoke all of these promises into me, but nothing is happening. It’s like the LORD has disappeared. I mean I am at a low point in every facet of my life.
I had a chat with Nathan Brown yesterday, and he went on about how could I go into a job where my heart isnt there. Will they get my best. Yes, they will Joseph proved it. I can too. I have been at Bass Pro. But, it’s still not the promise.
So, my heart was sad. I chatted with Richard Darnell last night. I shared this with him, and he texted “John Joseph Stein”. Ha. I asked him if he knew my whole name. He said no. He just said that Joseph also felt that he had been forgotten. The LORD knows my name. See the text thread attached.
It was awesome. I really want Him around me – always.
Maybe this job with Genesis Capital Ventures is the next step in the journey. that is fine. I dont see how it lines up with Nehemiah Ventures or anything else the LORD has promised. But, I trust Him. He is all I need.
