I have to say that I am fighting fear, doubt and insecurity.
The issues with Laura are old and tired.
The issues with jobs or lack thereof are too.
I am not getting anything quickly resolved with New Media or The Debt Healers. Terry’s stuff could fund any day – or not. I pray that it does.
Anxiety.
I did go with Jordan to Deckers yesterday. It was great. She caught a fish! Nice.
And, I prayed for a dude with a back problem. He felt the heat in his back. And, he got back out of his car before leaving to test it. He said it was better. I gotta figure this out again. I so desperately want to see the miracles again.
It is a hard season. Still.
I really believe that God has been talking to me about the breakthrough coming. I will know the joy that I have never known before.