To say that it is hard right now would be an understatement. In fact, many believers are just walking through intense heat. But God is able to deliver.
Laura and I are super challenged. She doesnt want to be with me. Her eyes are veiled. She blames me. Even the work stuff. It’s amazing how different our perspectives are.
We took Jordan to see Dr. Harrison. He doesnt want to see her anymore. He cant figure it out but definitely wants an answer. So, he thinks we need to see the Rehumatology people. Well, I set up the appointment figuring that Laura would want it. It’s a week from today. But, I also have Jordan scheduled for deliverance ministry at Bethel next Weds. It is time for this to end. I had a fire in me all the way home. I am not going to stand in agreement at all with this. I just am not. And, I am not going to let the unbelievers prophecy junk over her.
I lit Loraine up when I got home. I took back my authority. I told my dad, who was here the same thing. This is demonic, and we will NOT agree with it. God is the deliverer.
It was amazing. I prayed for carpal tunnel twice yesterday. The first lady was at Dr. Janice’s office. She had a brace on and said that her fingers were asleep. She let me pray, and the feeling went away. She had already had surgery on one hand. She was crying. I know that the LORD touched her cause I was all shaky in my legs and arm. The anointing was super strong.
Then, at the hospital, the lady who checked us in had the same issue. It was a setup from the LORD. So, I prayed for her, and the fire hit her. She could really feel it. And, I felt the anointing again.
This is a new sensation. I can feel the weight of Holy Spirit on me like in special worship times. God has granted me increase in His Presence and Spirit. Just yesterday morning, I was really asking Him for that. In fact, the last few days have had me asking for more. Bless the LORD, He has granted it to me. I prayed for lots of folks yesterday. I think only once did I not feel the anointing.
There is increase here for sure. Thank You, Father!!!
We are getting low on money. This is causing stress. Now, I dont know what to do about a job. I am going to call CO and see if I can work part time without penalizing my benefits. If so, I will go find some hourly gig.
Laura wants to start shutting things off. She thinks that we have been living in “la la” land. I think she has no faith in God to deliver on His promises. But, the thought that came to mind is not to put a stumbling block in front of her. So, she can shut down whatever, and I will play along. That’s what love does.
The Rocky Mountain YMCA reached out to me yesterday. They are reviewing my info. Hey, that would be a cool job. Major Gifts Officer in Estes Park. Way cool.
So, life is super hard. But, I am refusing to let it get on top of me. My God will deliver me, and I am not just saying it. Either He will or I will be on the street with no wife.
He will do it for His Name’s sake.