Things with Rob are seemingly great. Business just keeps coming in. Bless God. It has gotten to the point that I cannot spend any time looking for a job in CO. You know, I just keep walking this out. I felt condemnation wanting to come on me for not doing more. But, I just believe that the LORD knows my address and my number and how to reach me. I pray every day for His will to be done in our lives. I do believe that we will be in CO. I hope that it is this year. 17 keeps coming up. He is perfecting me. 11 keeps coming up too – still. We are continuing our transition.
Jordan’s symptoms are increasing, it would appear. Her back is know hurting her. I took her to the eye doctor yesterday, and he saw that her left optic nerve it being squeezed by pressure. Dr. Janus had wanted Jordan to see an eye doc. Our next move is a spinal tap.
I dont know all of how God will deliver us from this evil. Jordan had victory. What I find interesting is that we battled this all during last summer. It ended pretty much the time that school started. We battled the moral stuff, rebellion and suicide during the school year – all school year starting in September. Now, right as school is ending, we are battling the physical thing.
I know that I have been talking to God about raising the dead. He has repeatedly put me in the place of facing fear. With the suicide thing, I got to the point that I no longer feared her killing herself because God would raise her up. Now, I face that stuff again. If this goes wrong from the world’s perspective, I just believe, and I mean, I really believe that God will raise her to life.