Johnny’s sermon last night was crazy. It was the “keys of David” that Marty Barret prophesied over me that led me to Daystar in the first place.
A key highlight :: David means “beloved”. This is nuts.
There is something going on with me that I do not understand. I do know that there is no reason to talk to anyone outside of the Rads and maybe my parents about it. Laura doesnt even need to hear from me on God any more. God is such a sore point between us.
It pains my heart. But, I shall go on. He believes in me! Glory!
Yes Father, YOU are my portion. The LORD is my portion. Bless YOU O LORD.