Dream | Helicopter Gunship
I dreamed that I was at a restaurant eating with my mom. It was an open-air place at night. I looked out and heard then saw helicopter Gunshop’s flying out in front of us. They started firing their machine gun canons. You could hear it
Fast 22/40
I “get” to get up and talk with God each morning. Why do I watch the clock? Why do I concern myself with getting in a sufficient amount of time like a workout? I GET to. Part of it is that when the LORD is
Fast 21/40
Restoration! Praise, YOU GOD! He who began a good work … God brings good out of everything. Today’s small straws is just a confirmation of yesterday’s Dutch Sheets’ message on the very same topic. God is retoring me back to my purpose. Bless the LORD.
Fast 20/40
We ate fried chicken last night. I would say that this fast so far is a D-. Time to turn it around. May the second half be way better than the first. Prophetic for my life. God give me grace. I can do nothing apart
Dream | Distant from God
I think I had a dream last night. Alll I remember is talking to someone about how distant the LORD is from me. In fact, there were two different conversations to that affect. In both instances, they told me that it wasnt God. I remember
Fast 18/40
This fast has been a mess. I have eaten as much as I have fasted. We have seen a lot of warfare. I struggle with work. My hope remains that all I was created for and waht is in my heart will come to pass.
FAst 15/40
Back in the saddle. Yesterday was a good day. The LORD broke the war off of us. We went to church. I felt Him. Glory! Money is tight. Been here before. Thank You, LORD. Wondering about work. God do You have an upgrade for me?
Fast 13/40
Another bad fast day. Ate. Today I will try again. A willing spirit, LORD. Please. We are getting very low on money. It’s causing me distress and ought not to. Thank You, Father for providing. I look to You, LORD. You alone are our Father.
Fast 20/40
WAR Yesterday it all crashed. I ate all day. Despair. Felt like witchcraft. Michael Murphy called me. Thannk YOU, LORD. He sent help. We talked for a while. He picked up on the fact that I had just met with Chris at Crossroads. God is
Fast 10/40
Still quiet. I am meeting with Chris, who leads Crossroads Victory church. Sniffing it out. Kim Maas: “much, much more…”