Dream | Distant from God
I think I had a dream last night. Alll I remember is talking to someone about how distant the LORD is from me. In fact, there were two different conversations to that affect. In both instances, they told me that it wasnt God. I remember
Fast 18/40
This fast has been a mess. I have eaten as much as I have fasted. We have seen a lot of warfare. I struggle with work. My hope remains that all I was created for and waht is in my heart will come to pass.
FAst 15/40
Back in the saddle. Yesterday was a good day. The LORD broke the war off of us. We went to church. I felt Him. Glory! Money is tight. Been here before. Thank You, LORD. Wondering about work. God do You have an upgrade for me?
Fast 13/40
Another bad fast day. Ate. Today I will try again. A willing spirit, LORD. Please. We are getting very low on money. It’s causing me distress and ought not to. Thank You, Father for providing. I look to You, LORD. You alone are our Father.
Fast 20/40
WAR Yesterday it all crashed. I ate all day. Despair. Felt like witchcraft. Michael Murphy called me. Thannk YOU, LORD. He sent help. We talked for a while. He picked up on the fact that I had just met with Chris at Crossroads. God is
Fast 10/40
Still quiet. I am meeting with Chris, who leads Crossroads Victory church. Sniffing it out. Kim Maas: “much, much more…”
Fast 9/40
When I think back to those early years uit seemed that there were these short seasons where something crazy would happen. Then, it would end,a nd God would have done something taught me something or changed something in me. Now? I just dont know. It
Fast 8/40
Valentine’s We ate a V Day dinner yesterday. Nice. Back on the fast. The LORD told me no coffee yesterday. Not sure why. Is it just that day? Every day? God? I feel that I missed out on life. I am grateful for my job,
Fast 6/40
1:00am; wide awake – time to pray. Hungry. Making coffee, ate a handful of crackers. God save our country. Have mercy LORD. The fast has turned hard. Hanging in there. William Branham learned a hard lesson in obeying the LORD. It almost cost him his
Melissa Findley
This is Jack’s woman. It has been a long while since he had a girlfriend, and it seems that things are cooking along nicely. Lovely young lady.