My 7 day fast ended yesterday. It ended poorly.
I broke it 2 hours early, but who cares?
I was mad all day. Mad at everything. I went to an interview with Orange Collar Media, a web design shop, and it went amazingly well.
But, I got a word of knowledge during the interview. I didnt call it out. I was stuck. God showed me years ago to come in relationship over power at times. Was this one of those? Why would Holy Spirit show me pain and not want to heal it. Was I afraid of calling it out for fear of not getting the job? Oh, this was no fun at all.
All that I wanted was Him. That was the fast’s intent. I didnt get what I wanted. Was disappointed.
Struggling with life right now.
Had another snake dream. Having lots of those. God wants to show me the lies. I want to know. Help!!! Father!!!