If Jordan is to die, I will surely raise her from the dead. Obviously, I mean that the LORD will raise her up, but I believe that He has been preparing me.
Last year in May, 2o10 – Jordan gets sick and is in the hospital 17 days, ICU 3 days. God breaks her out just in time for school to start. Affliction ends.
September, 2010 – Jordan starts down a destructive path. Suicidal thoughts start in November. In January, I do my annual fast, and all hell breaks loose. We spend the next several months unpiling from suicidal thoughts, rebellion and chaos. Lots of very dark nights.
God broke fear off of me. He also broke fear of death of Jordan off of me. I gave her to Him.
I start to get thoughts, dialogue of raising her from the dead. This went on a lot of running days. Got to the point that I could see it happening. I even saw filming it at the hospital and publishing it on youtube.
March 2010 – Got lots of good words at morningstar, but the big one that hit me was that the next two months were going to be very difficult with major tests. I knew in my spirit what that meant. Jordan. Faye even gave me a word when she said that she felt she was to proclaim, “life” but it wasnt a now word. It was for later.
April 2010 – Jordan starts talking about her headaches returning. We find out that they have been returning since Jan/Feb.
Rejection is broken off of Jordan.
God has told me a zillion times to trust Him. He is with me. He has repeatedly brought me back to Colorado when He told me that He was with me and not to fear. Bill Johnson recently did a sermon on fear and God taking us to new levels. John Paul jackson released a word on facing trials for promotion. It’s coming from all over.
God says trust Him. He will do it.
We have now scheduled Jordan to go get a CT Scan next week. The spinal tap comes after that.
Perhaps it has begun. Now, I am a man of great faith. I know that this is illegal. I got a word from Karen McAdams today on Isaiah 54:15. God says that the attack is NOT from Him. He will do it. He will save us.
He gave me Isaiah 49 two months ago. God will do it. He will feed our oppressors on their own flesh.
I do not know what is going to play out. I am not at all interested in prophesying the death of my own daughter.
Abraham just knew that God would raise Isaac up if he sacrificed him. I have understanding as to what he felt.
God can and will do it, if it comes to that. Other than that, He can just show Himself mighty in another way, and I will be A OK with it.
Bless the LORD.