Our time at the beach last week was wonderful. The LORD really did bless us. I felt that it was a critical time to bring a renewal to Laura’s soul – mine too, most likely.
The fast starts this Friday. I am fasting for 40 days and have my laundry list of things that I hope the LORD will deal with. However, I know that He has something else in mind, so I am really excited to find out.
I continue to try to find the right answer on the unemployment filings. I spoke with the CO unemployment folks this week. I can work up to 32 hours in elevate29 and still qualify for benefits. Money earned reduces what I get in benefits. I dont know that my heart is in it for looking for work. Is that a criteria? No. I am doing what I need to legally. But, is that right in the LORD’s eyes.
Laura thinks that I make things harder on myself than they need to be. Is this true or is walking in holiness and righteousness a hard thing?
I feel the relationships with my kids are good. I love them so much, and I hope that they feel my love back. I dont feel the love from Laura so much. There is some kind of distance that I cant quite point to. She feels judged from time to time, so I need to make sure not to do that.
I saw Jon Adams yesterday, again. I keep running into him. I like it. When I saw him and Bryan and a dude named Christopher, the anointing fell on me. What is up with that? I had words for Christopher.
RareAgent might have a second project for me. I ask the LORD for favor here. I need it.
There is so much to do that it is overwhelming. But, I am just going to go at it a day at a time. That’s all that I have grace for – still.
Am really asking for resurrection power. I keep running into situations where the dead are being raised and believe that God is preparing my heart for this.
Maturity….so, it continues.