So, I reached out to Gary at Mourning Dove Ministries. I met him at Souly Business AM. They help broken marriages.
He shared a good deal of his story, and there are a lot of parallels in there to mine. I got a sense that this is where God wants us.
Then, he asked me what prompted me to reach out to him. I had shared that we are packing the house and that Tuesday, I just cried all day. I knew that we couldnt fix it, so we needed help. He was the only one that my prayers brought to mind. I also emailed Kurt that we were looking into counseling, and he emailed me Gary’s contact info. Then, Laura brought up counseling a couple of times on her own.
As it turns out, Gary had just pulled my card out (on that same Tuesday). He felt that God wanted him to reach out to me and 2 others. So, he had already planned on calling me today.
Yea God. I believe You to heal this marriage. Thank You, Lord, Jesus. Thank You.
Today’s devotionals all speak to letting God have control, obedience, faith and dying to self.
God is moving me to a point of obedience. I know that He will soon ask me to do something radical. My heart seems to becoming prepared.
Father, I repent of my whining and complaining. Yes, I am tired o fthe desert. But, it is a good work that You do, so dont come down. Burn the dross out of me. Purify me completely. I want and must have more of You. I know that this time is temporary. Put in my mouth a song of praise to You.
I will sing Your praises all the day. Everyone speaks death. I speak life through death. Bless God.
Our God is good.
Our God can do the impossible.
Refine me Lord that I may have Your fullness. Release Your Holy Spirit upon me. Burn me up. But, be here now. Do not hide Your face. I must have more of You. More God.
These circumstances are of You. So, Bless you for making it so I ca be like You.