As I was mowing the grass yesterday, I listened to Rocky Mountain High on my iPod. Thats the first time that I really listened to the words. That song was written for me. It also has Christ woven all through it. I was in tears as God spoke to my heart.
This is going to happen. He chose that moment to come along side me and tell me so. More importantly, I just felt His awesome love in a way that I havent in quite some time. It was incredible.
Larry and I visited at Starbucks yesterday. It was nice to see him again. We both acknowledge that God had brought out journey together to an end. We are now venturing separately. I BLESS GOD for Larry and the love that was poured out through that man. I would have never made it this far without him.
I also feel like Kurt and I are starting to drift. Ever since I got back from CO, its been like that.
I continue to pray for Kelby and I working together. I know that what God gave me is causing Kelby to wrestle a bit. This is a good process to go through now rather than later.
Laura struggles. Tomorrow is our anniversary. 18 years. There is no love felt by either of us. God must make a way for Himself to be experienced through the other. He will do it.
Ginger sent me an awesome prayer yesterday am. God has her dialed into us. She also IM’d me two days ago praising the Father’s work in saving a marriage that was in the divorce process. Jezebel was on her. The spirit of separation had them both. Jesus rebuked that devil and they are saved. Bless God!
Yes, come Lord Jesus. Come quickly. Save us! Deliver us from evil, Father. In the might, warring name of YOUR SON, JESUS CHRIST!
Amen.
Goid has been very active again. Ever since CO and our fast. He is on it. I rest in Him.