Money is running out again.
I am tired of this. Do I look for a job that pays enough? Am I supposed to move beyond the Depot? Do I just pay part of my balance on the Visa or continue to pay it off every month even when there is no money?
It’s $1,500 short.
I am tired of this. I wont shrink back in fear or running out. If I do, I do.
I also will not look for a job. God will lead me. I cannont uproot what He plants even if I do not like the soil.
I am tired of the cave. I am alone, but I am with Him. I do try to take advantage of that. he got me up at 4:45am today. He’s still there, wooing me!