“Though He slay me, I shall wait.”

Yesterday, God told me to obey. he said it probably five different times. But, I dont know what it is that I am to do.

Lord, what do You want me to do? Please give me the grace to do it fully and immediately. Just as You desire.

He was quite clear onthe complete and immediate obedience. What do YOU want me to do?

My heart really started to or broke, yesterday. I have great sadness and pray protection over the kids hearts in all of this. I pray that Laura and I show Christ’s love to our children in such a way that they cannot help but wnt to draw more near to Him.

We must keep our eyes on Jesus in every circumstance – good or bad. It’s the only way you can walk on the water.

Lord, direct my path. I am Yours completely. Do as You will. Bless my family. Bring the right people into their lives. Give them an abundance of Your grace and mercy and love. Bring everything together for them.

Surrender is a different story when we simply ask God what He wants us to do and then do it. But, the issue then is “what about this or that?”. Life wants to creep in on you. Teach me, Father.