Laura and I have grown increasingly more disconnected over the last week. I have been sensing that there is something more for me to do.
Anyway, she wants me to get a job. I “know” that I am doing what God wants. There is something messed up.
So, I sent out an email last night to the posse to find out what they think.
Stephene called me stating that I need to go get a job. I had left her a voice message, and Holy Spirit told her to call me. She said that honoring my wife wont preclude me from doing what God has purposed. It doesnt have to be a career, but I should go get a job.
So, I will honor Laura. I am going to set elevate29 aside for now and go get a job. I dont even know where to begin to look.
Chris Foster emailed me back. He is in a very similar boat. I guess you might call that confirmation.
Boy, whatever the LORD is teaching me right now is hard. I dont understand. I “heard” the word of the LORD. I sought out my wife who told me to do what God said. I sought out counsel of believers. ALL said to move out. I moved out, and I saw the confirming signs thereafter.
The only thing that is open is whether God told me to go full time. I guess He didnt. Or, maybe He just didnt answer that one then. I have done exactly what God wants, and now He is adding to the picture. Steph told me that keeping e29 going was fine.
I dont know. Sometimes, it’s just hard. This is one of those.
Wow, this week was a hard week.
Now, I need to figure out where to get work. PLEASE help me, Father.
This is the last week of the 7th year of the desert walk having come to Christ April 1, 2010 and being thrown directly into the fire.