The days go by so quickly. My concern is for money. Since we havent seen a lot of supernatural provision except for kelby’s work, I am not sure how God will do it. Have I done something to keep it from coming? I sthat how a father really woudl treat His child? No! So, trust.
Father, I repent of my unbelief. Help me to trust You better. Help me to know Your will and move out in confidence. In the name of Jesus.
I amn praying through driving out to CO once the house sells. There is nothing here – except for the kids, and that is huge. But, I believe that God wants us there. And, if that is His will, I believe my act of faith will move Laura’s heart to follow me.
Laura said for the first time yesterday that we wont ever live together again. She has gone through a progression of we may separate to we will to we will be separaate for just a while to 1 year and now to forever. This pattern is of the devil, and I forbid it in the name of Jesu!. satan, YOU CANNOT HAVE MY MARRIAGE!!! YOU MUST FLEE NOW!
Kelby and I hazd a long IM conversation yesterday. We decided against working together. He cant come to terms with me leading the company. There are a lot of things going on in him. He is still held captive to a lot of the junk and does not believe that God loves him.
I can relate, but Kelby’s stuff is so deep. His dad really messed him up. God will show His love just as He continues to show me. It’s amazing how e men dont believe that we are loved by God. I am so very guilty of this.
Father, show me Your love for me today, please. Show Kelby too.
Our inspection on the house is Tuesday. I am praying for favor in the inspector’s eyes. I am pryaing for supernatural repairs to everything needing it.
I have started working out our settlement statement from teh house for the purpose of budgeting the left over funds. I plan on giving Laura close to 40k and me 7k. All debt would be paid off, which is great. Bless God.
Kurt was telling me about a subdivision called Ansley. Centex is the builder and has been giving their homes away for 50-60k less than retail.
So, I am praying for that for Laura and the kids. Is that where God wants them?
It’s kind of crazy. We are selling our house and hvae no where to go and no jobs to qualify for a loan.