It is 1:30am. I have been awake since shortly after 11pm. I have no peace.
Now, I think that God is wanting to teach me about being shrewd as a serpent. I think that I have been giving away money that He has meant for me in the area of sales with Matt. I also think that I was supposed to get more of the joint venture deal. But, I have just tried to maintain a generous heart.
Why do I have no peace? This is nuts.
Things are all out of sorts. With Laura. With work. With Jordan. She keeps coming under PMS attack. Man.
I need to rest in the LORD.
I need Him.
This is not good.
And, I need relief and healing from that anger thing.
Sometimes, it just seems so overwhelming.