Can I just say, “OH MY GOD!”
You know, The LORD is so merciful. He just is thorough when it comes to our sanctification. Jordan and Jack and I have been going down a wrong path for quite a while now. They have withdrawn more and more. I have been battling in the spirit exhaustively.
I have tried doing all that I know in the natural. I guess there is quite a bit of room for improvement.
I really think that all of this witchcraft could be either generational or whatever, but it is related to me more than Jordan. She is into some dark behavior right now. Even yesterday, I saw txt’s on her phone about drinking and warnings from her friends on her behavior at parties. Well, she doenst do parties anymore. But, that doesnt resolves the short-term issue.
Prayer is the minimum. I will enter a three-day fast for Jordan’s breakthrough starting Tuesday night. I pray the LORD deliver her from this evil and show up to give her an encounter with Love Himself.
As for me, I am in repentance mode of the need to control, manipulate and other witchcraft/Jezebel stuff. I can see it. I am reading Danny Silk’s book, “Loving on Purpose”, and I see just how far short I come when it comes to giving freedom and allowing the kids to learn how to make choices. Boy, is this hard for me. God put me here, right now.
And, Danny is in Atlanta today. Bless the LORD. Laura is headed to Bethel Atlanta with me. I am going after an impartation of love on purpose. I believe that this is all divine and that God is freeing me from this.
Revelation then application have I been saying for years. I got the revelation yesterday, and I was distraught with the sight of this wickedness and the inability to make it go away. Those realizations bring conviction for change, but man, you cant do a thing about it. I think my dealings with Rob have been a highlight in another area where I move in this mess. God has again put me in places that allows the head of this snake to surface so that He can just lop it off.
I just worshipped yesterday. I repented to the LORD and to Laura. I asked God to cleanse me. Woe is me, for I am a man of unclean lips. Before Isaiah said anything about the people being unclean, he realized that he was unclean himself, first. I got more of that yesterday. It’s ugly.
Laura prayed for me and really felt the move of the Spirit as she prayed. Something happened. Something broke off. Her prayer was a key.
As icing on the cake. Jack called me last night. He and Jordan are at my folks. He wanted to say goodnight. But, he also wanted to apologize for his behavior of late. My dad had talked to him about me and life, and it really made an impression. God is on all of this. I just know that He had the kids out there this weekend to help the cause. We will all be alright.
God, take this plank out of my eye. Make me whole again.
Thank You, Jesus.