I woke up today a bit stressed. All of this stuff is wearing me out. I so very much want my family back together. I want a job, almost any job. Today, I looked at a sales mgr job that pays 90k or less. Whatever.
I have an interview with them tomorrow.
Angela and Nate reached out to me today in my angst. Nate asked me if I there was any junk in the closet left with Xcentric. I called Trey and asked him we had anything between us. Nope. Nothing there. Father, let me know if there is anything unknown.
Then, I got an email from Angela. It’s a good word:
“God is going to sustain you until you receive what He has that is very special. Do not look to the world for your sustanence but look to me; for I will cause men to give unto you. You will carry my gospel and for taking care of my sheep, I will surely take care of you and yours.
But, there is one condition- keep your eyes on me- do not look at anything else. Let your eyes be like a dove who has no peripheral vision. I am an abundant God, not a God of lack. I will remove your lack as far as the east is from the west. As you come to realize that I am in you and I brought all of my riches with me. You have everything inside of you, and I will cause your faith to grow for you to access it.”
This got me thinking as to whether I have lost my reproach label. Father?