Whoa! Anger! Hatred!
I had a super hard visit at Trudy and Joe’s. I just got so angry. isaiah nuked me like he can, and I just got mad for the rest of the time.
It made way for a spirit to attach to. What’s up?
Am so frustrated and disatisfied with my walk and the lack of God’s presence, miracles and all of that.
I simply dont know how to get it back.
Everything I try in all ways of life seem to fall short.
I continue to have a vision of me on the mountain. There is a ledge right next ot hte peek. Sometimes, I sit. Sometimes I stand. God is that mountain.
And, I see Jesus at my table every am. He is up to something.
Today, He was gone. I chased Him away.
Key word right now seems to be to enjoy Jen. be grateful for all that He has done and what I have.
Celebrate.
Build a solid foundation together.