Yesterday, the break came. I could feel the oppression lifting. The time at the counselor was good. There was some major insight into Laura gained. This is one hurt woman. Oh my heart goes out to her. I could see it. For once, I could actually see it. Now, I need to love that woman like no one ever has – no matter how she responds to me. It became apparent that out of all the hearts on the planet, Laura’s is the one that God most wants me healing. Bless Him.
Today, I awoke at 3:56am. For the first time in quite a while, I wasnt all tired. I have been struggling. But, today was different. I spent a lot of time in prayer and even on my face. O praise Jesus for the prayer language. Only the Spirit knows what we really should offer up as supplications.
During my run today, I listened to the Bethel podcast. Oh no! This was written for me. Kris Vallaton spoke on the spirit of witchcraft and Elijah. There were 7 signs of this spirit operating. I covered most all of them over the last weeks. Yikes! It was taking me down, and the LORD blasted it yesterday. Incidently, I was on a “nothing” fast. Oh the glory of fasting. He always shows up – always.
I should have recognized what was happening. I have been battling my second cold in a month. I never battle colds. Also, I was ready to leave Laura and my job. God told me to be patient. Ha! How in the world? Grace is how.
Kris went on to talk about revelation that he had along the warfare game. He talked about how at Bethel they never want to glorify the devil and rarely preach on him. This was the 3rd or 4th week straight. It is a season of war.
So, the insight that he got was that family is discussed in 2 Corinthians and in Ephesians 6. The essence is that our relationships have to be solid or we invite the devil to be a passenger on our journey. Oh man. He spoke specifically about two examples: your wife and your job. Ah. I am blowing it in both. I was sinking in my job and havent invested enough into my marriage.
I repented and repented all the way on that run. I got back to my desk and pounded out the calls, and bless God, I already had the best lead generation day ever. Ha! The glory. He is so good. And, I told Laura about the story, but I dont know how well she received all that. But, I told her that I was coming after her in a new way – a big way and to look out. I am going after her heart with the love of Jesus. Bless God. We WILL be healed.
Spirit of poverty – you die today. In the Name of Jesus, you die!
Spirit of divorce – you die today. In the Name of Jesus, you die. Same with you spirit of separation.
Jezebel, witchcraft, death, fear and anger. I loose you from our family in the Name of Jesus, and I command you to go and to die!
I prophesy that we WILL LIVE. We will prosper. We will take back the land you stole and a hundredfold more. Mountain, get in that sea, now! Bless God. Praise Jesus. His Name is above all! It is above all! He is King. He is our King.
O LORD, we love You!