Half way there. God contineus to hide His face from me. I hate it. But, I knwo that He is there. I am asking for my sin to be revealed. I dont want to be a reproach to God. I need to know that I am not. If sin is not the reason for Him hiding, I want to know this. Father, please tell me.
He wants me to be His son. It keeps coming up. He wants to be my FATHER. Right now, He’s God – sovereign Creator, Judge, Ruler – Discipliner. It’s the last one that brings Him over to the Father camp. But, ther eis not much Dad going on.
I do know in my head that He loves me dearly. I am not so confident in my heart these days.