Great Word about Breaking Through
There has been a specific assignment raging against you in the past 2 years – to keep you in limbo, in waiting, treading water but never getting anywhere. To keep you fighting, warring, barely surviving and leaving you constantly depleted and exhausted. To keep you
Devil Go
The devil crashed us again. We have seen so much war here lately. I’m so tired of this. It’s been hard with the kids here. Im kinda mean now. I ask the LORD to fill me with love.
YES GOD!
Yes! God! Whatever You are about too say/request, the answer is YES! I hear well. I always obey. John 7 John 12
Direction
Spoke with Teri Usiak for a while this am. She really helped me get direction on things and what to pray into. Am I called to Kingdom or the local church? What does it mean? I am in a time of restoration (there is that
Finishing Well
I am going to finish this fast well. I met with Chris Petereson of Crossroads Victory. Great guy. The AG church has a psirit of religion. I told him that. We will go there for now. Not sure how God wants to use me there.
Challenging
Man, things are challenging. This fast is/was a bomb. I have little intention to fast any longer. When God tells me to, I will.. I fight discouragement on a massive scale. I am asking the LORD whether it’s ok to drink when camping with Jack.
Fruit?
My fast may have produced something in God’s eyes, but it was a disaster in mine. I eat all of the time now. LORD God, I am sorry. I told You I would do something and I failed. Gratitude Trust God is able to get
Disaster
This fast is a disaster. Now I just eat through it. Depressing. My flesh needs crucifixion. God, I am sorry. Please forgive me. And help me. Your are worth a lot more than I give You.
Attack Fast 25/40
I got visited by the punk devil last night. Baby… Laboring through the fast. Was ugly towards the lady at Fed Ex – mask nazi. Not a lot of patience for that. Need to love better. Spoke with Grant on Crossroads Victory church. Feeling that
Dream | Helicopter Gunship
I dreamed that I was at a restaurant eating with my mom. It was an open-air place at night. I looked out and heard then saw helicopter Gunshop’s flying out in front of us. They started firing their machine gun canons. You could hear it